Some tidbits update here and there! Mostly about my future plan and then rambling about mental health.
I'd like to make use of another pen name for making cute stuff and for selling cute stuff. Like stickers or so. I'm at the point that I'm a bit bored with drawing porn. I mean, I still like them, but sometimes I want to draw cute thing and make sticker or keychain for self. Didn't think of the name just yet, and I also plan to launch subscribe star officially after I finish translating my comic into international version.
Life stuff wise. I've been doing IF for quite sometimes now. It do reduce the amount of me eating stuff just because I'm bored or stress, so….I hope it will work! Starting this month, I'm trying to cut on noming on snack and soda. Should save me money and also probably make me healthier in the long run. I spent a good chunk of my money to buy journal supplies and clary set to resume learning how to sculpt thing. I always love sculpting thing! I hope this will aid me in diversifying my craft and my skill. Maybe I can accept custom-made clay for client or of my OC for myself.
Mental health stuff: I'm getting used to adjusting to my ADHD. It does make my life a bit easier when you know what you have and how to handle it. New med for developing ASPD doc give me is cheaper and more effective. Lost some friend to coming out and being honest with my condition, so that teach me… something. But it's fine. Anyway, I hope to record this kind of thing as it goes on. I'm aware of negativity people think of ASPD, but I want to be honest, and I wanted to IDK just journal my thought and my progress I guess. I don't feel like it's THAT wrong, or it's worse than BPD, Depression and other kind of thing. If the mentioned stuff can be talk freely, then I would like to do it too.
I want to get off social media, but like not completely. Just use less. I play a lot of games and I like keeping in touch with friend and news such as game deal but… I'm getting tired of the 'woke vs anti woke' shenanigans. From both side, like really I'm tired of seeing both side. It drains on my mental health, it makes me feel overwhelm, and it makes me crave digital detox, I might do just that. I hope to either get a full offline week or at least introduce an offline day in my weekly routine.
Excited but also troubled by the amount of money I spend or needed to spend (Not starving or anything it just like 'oh wow I spend a lot huh' kind of mood xD)